A lucky penny

i always keep a lucky penny either in my right shoe, or my pocket. i'm starting to think that i really shouldn't keep a lucky penny with me anymore. The start of November, my birthday to be exact i started caring a lucky penny with me everywhere. I had hoped i would get luckier, i guess i was wrong, my grandmother has been in the hospital twice since my birthday. I went on this trip with dad, nan goes in the hospital again for the third time. Mom called to say, nan's not very good. Have you ever had ever had someone talk about you right in front of you but not tell you what they were talking about, well thats how i just felt.

i feel like its my fault, my fault that nan's in the hospital again. i know its not, but i feel that i wanted to be luckier, so my grandmother got worse. i had it worse off, way worse off with the lucky penny. I have finally taken the pennies out of my shoes and out of my pockets. I feel that i'm lucky enough with all i have, and everything in my life, i just want my grandmother to be better.

Thats just the way it is,
till next time,
Zander.